ohh well. after all i’m still a ‘loner-loser-me’ Ü. yes, I’m alone…

I’m single and not yet ready to mingle.for now having relationship with a man isn’t my plan yet. as in zero at all.

and the reasons why i don’t want to have a relationship right now are…

1. i feel like i had too much — and maybe for now, it’s enough.

2. most of them failed because of me — ohh well, it’s because i loved them soo much.

3. i am confused with my position right now — i dunno if I’m scared falling in love with somebody else.

4. choosing one will make the others left behind — i don’t want to hurt anybody.

5. i still want to be free — to find the real me, and to wait for my man :)

6. I enjoy doing things how i want them to be — I’m a busy person, I still love hanging out with my friends, :D

7. i am afraid of commitments — cause i’m still committed with my family and friends.

8. i fear being HURT — i am no good in self-healing.

9. my life will never be the same again — i used to be NUMB after break ups. I don’t want to start all over again.

10. it’s another bet to be lost. i ain’t ready — there’s nothing left in me, I might lose another battle if I let my heart win.